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no_apologiesThe short of it all as to what had motivated and inspired me to write my shiny new poem in the previous entry is... Sometime last year and more recently this year, my mom and I have asked individuals for help on moving our belongings from one place to another, in order to move into a different place to live in. They both haven't done what they had said they were going to do to help us. And I have thought to myself over and over that such people are no better than the parasitic people in politics. That they're the lowest of the low...
I just needed to vent out those negative feelings and my thoughts out. I figured that my blog could be used to store more of my poems , to transform them into songs,on the music maker site known as Suno.com. (I have done a lot, a LOT of various songs on there. Look up artist name SilverFox Jams!)
Earlier this year, I used Google docs to do the same when writing lyrics down. But space on there is of course limited, so I have reason(s) to start posting on this here blog of mine again.
I also want to use this for writing out what I will be saying in my planned video series in the near future, on my gaming channel @ YouTube: Ancapikitty and Friends Play Games. There are unfortunately not many places that aren't both affordable and cat friendly. Over the past six months, my mom and I have been spoiling 3 sweet cats with love and care. Two brother and sister orange tabbies (3 years), and a younger tortoiseshell cat that recently turned 1 years old. I've come to love them so very much. We've had to have them stay at a nearby animal shelter temporarily, until we get ourselves an affordable place to live where the cats will be allowed to be back with us.
A little over 2 weeks have passed, and I miss them so much. I've been praying and hoping to be in a better place that has running water and electricity. The current house we are in hasn't had that for months. (A former crazy housemate has caused so much trouble. She not only violated my mom's peace order and pissed me off. She had temporarily stolen our phones. Luckily I found mine, but my mom had to replace hers. And then after that, her unreasonable and just as crazy aunt called the electric company to have them shut the power off.)
Yeah, we have been through a lot. A lot of crazy shit we never deserved. The crazy bitch who stole and caused drama is now long gone, and things were recently settled in court. The judge was lenient to have her on an 18 month long, unsupervised probation. The woman has to also pay my mom $93 for both the phone damages and for the amount of food she stole that didn't come from any of the local food pantries.
My upcoming video series will be called "Cat Talk". This is for not only me and the 3 kitties I miss. This is also going towards any cat owner and cat lover who may be going through similar problems. I will eventually write out what I will want to explain as an intro and foundation for the entire series. It may have several webisodes. I would continue to do this series even when reuniting with the cats. If this helps not only me to cope through the current situation, and also helps to bring positive change to have more pet friendly places available, then that would be great.
I absolutely 1000% do not want to experience anything like this ever again.
I just needed to vent out those negative feelings and my thoughts out. I figured that my blog could be used to store more of my poems , to transform them into songs,on the music maker site known as Suno.com. (I have done a lot, a LOT of various songs on there. Look up artist name SilverFox Jams!)
Earlier this year, I used Google docs to do the same when writing lyrics down. But space on there is of course limited, so I have reason(s) to start posting on this here blog of mine again.
I also want to use this for writing out what I will be saying in my planned video series in the near future, on my gaming channel @ YouTube: Ancapikitty and Friends Play Games. There are unfortunately not many places that aren't both affordable and cat friendly. Over the past six months, my mom and I have been spoiling 3 sweet cats with love and care. Two brother and sister orange tabbies (3 years), and a younger tortoiseshell cat that recently turned 1 years old. I've come to love them so very much. We've had to have them stay at a nearby animal shelter temporarily, until we get ourselves an affordable place to live where the cats will be allowed to be back with us.
A little over 2 weeks have passed, and I miss them so much. I've been praying and hoping to be in a better place that has running water and electricity. The current house we are in hasn't had that for months. (A former crazy housemate has caused so much trouble. She not only violated my mom's peace order and pissed me off. She had temporarily stolen our phones. Luckily I found mine, but my mom had to replace hers. And then after that, her unreasonable and just as crazy aunt called the electric company to have them shut the power off.)
Yeah, we have been through a lot. A lot of crazy shit we never deserved. The crazy bitch who stole and caused drama is now long gone, and things were recently settled in court. The judge was lenient to have her on an 18 month long, unsupervised probation. The woman has to also pay my mom $93 for both the phone damages and for the amount of food she stole that didn't come from any of the local food pantries.
My upcoming video series will be called "Cat Talk". This is for not only me and the 3 kitties I miss. This is also going towards any cat owner and cat lover who may be going through similar problems. I will eventually write out what I will want to explain as an intro and foundation for the entire series. It may have several webisodes. I would continue to do this series even when reuniting with the cats. If this helps not only me to cope through the current situation, and also helps to bring positive change to have more pet friendly places available, then that would be great.
I absolutely 1000% do not want to experience anything like this ever again.
